I miss that old, damned and graceless entity,
who used to live inside my head...

I miss the sense of irony and sarcasm
that illuminated the path of my pseudo-life.

I miss the feeling of indifference
that filled every fiber of my being.

What the FUCK happened??
How did I let myself be fooled like that??
I don't know what went wrong ...
I only know this isn't right...

How dare you?
You fucking bitch to change me like that...
To fill my life with happy rainbows
and romantic songs...

How dare you?
To make us dress alike,
made me go to the beach, play tag,
and to sleep in a hammock.

Now YOU call ME? and you ask me: "What happened?"
"If everything was going so well... It couldn't be better" ...

I'll tell you what happened, you heartless bitch...
YOU showed up...
With YOUR honest intentions,
YOUR unconditional love,
and sincere feelings.

You didn't have any right... Any right at all...
To fill me with passion, love and hope...
You shouldn't be no more than a booty call...
but you stayed... and it changed me...

I HATE to think about you a thousand times a day...
I HATE to stare at my phone wanting for you to call...
I HATE that when you LOOK for me... you actually FIND me...
I HATE to CARE about you...

NOW GO AWAY...